Wednesday, 31 August 2011
03:07:51 PM (GMT)
i miss roleplaying.
i miss logging onto my forums and seeing that a thread i started has climbed up pages
and pages. i miss writing out rules and character profiles and plots and names and
personalities. i miss making pretty signatures and graphics. i miss choosing face
characters and being happy when a canon character i wanted to roleplay was free. i
remember when seeing that made me pleased, as opposed to filling me with panic.
i miss writing. i miss waking up and needing to write poetry before i could sleep, i
miss chapter titles and thesauruses and little documents open with the plot
painstakingly detailed. i miss needing to pull out my little notebook because i need
to note down that little detail and i'm in a public place. i miss having word
documents full of summaries because my brain was working so quickly. I miss leo and
cerise and bolt and every other half-finished character.
i miss logging onto writer's window and checking my reviews. i miss talking to all of
my old roleplay buddies. i miss seeing every time lucy published a poem or penny
published a poem. i miss being eleven and twelve and thirteen and sure of myself and
knowing that i wanted to write and that i was good at it and that i wanted it as a
this has been a nostalgic post.