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This diary entry is written by Athazagoraphobia. ( View all entries )

Fuck.Category: Rants.
Wednesday, 27 July 2011
11:39:18 PM (GMT)
Is it bad when you do everything wrong? When you screw everything up? Is it bad to be selfish, then go crazy because you are? What about pissing people off because you are so negative about yourself? Is it bad to think those people hate you because you pissed them off? Is it bad to depend on them after they left you with their words of pain? Tell me, is pain real, or is it just something you imagine? I want to change, but can I? Would it be for the better, or would I end up looking like a poser? Would it really make me happy near the end? Would it matter as long as it helps everyone else? Is what's best for me really what's best for me? Or is it what's best for others? Does anyone really understand what I'm saying? Or is it my sanity slipping away? Wet drops from my eyes called tears keep coming. Why don't they just go away? They break the barrier I keep up. They mess up the clay that made my mask. Is this really what I want to be? Or deep inside, do I really want to change? </3

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