Thursday, 9 June 2011
06:01:31 AM (GMT)
He asked me out the second time. i said no.
he asked why
so i told him.
i dont want to be in a relationship, i keep getting hurt.middle school relationships
dont last, they never do.and they always end up bad.
him: sometimes they last and if we went out we could talk it out and still be friends
i would never hurt you.
Me:Thats what they all said. Even if there not the ones i break up with i still get
hurt. with charlie after i broke up with him he started spreading rumors about me and
calling me a bitch. with jordan after i broke up with him he started telling everyone
i was a whore and shit and jordan and his friends started making fun of me.see. even
if i break up with them things end up badly. i even asked charlie if we could still
be friends, and he said no, and that hurt alot, because i didnt want to lose him as a
friend...can we plz stop talking about this its giveing me bad memorys.
him: i am sooo sorry ok. i dont understand how to prove it to you....okey im
different.. okay im not just liking you so i can just makeout with you all day
longg!!NO!!! im not i like you for who you are as a person not for what you look like
(even tho you are hott). and if you cant understand that then i am sorry.. ok maybe
we should just be friends for a long time...because i am different...i know it i
doo!!!!!.. but i guess you dont see it so whats the point.
By this time i had tears and i had to begg him to change the subject. memorys had
just left me hurt.
me:Please change to subject.
Him....(there you happy its changed!)
that, that would be when i went to sleep.