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Thursday, 2 June 2011
03:39:20 PM (GMT)
Miche glanced at facebook, going onto her friends wall and seeing her new
profile picture of herself and two other's who Miche hung around with, good friends
at that. She felt a lump in her throat- it was a two week holiday and she'd spent it
alone. One of the days, Ellyn, had invited her to go to the cinema's with another,
Janice and they had. That was it- she didn't hear from them again until she went to

She girl sighed- Ellyn had texted her but she couldn't reply as she'd run out of
texts to do so with so had to neglect her phone until her adopted dad bought her a
top up or something. She kept on scrolling down to see another status, saying how
Ellyn had enjoyed going to the cinema's with Janice. Another comment was on a photo
about why she didn't smile on her photo's, Miche couldn't smile nicley. Exept the
message was from Janice but posted by Ellyn. Janice didn't have facebook. Which means
they'd been round at eachothers houses while she'd been sat in her bedroom, bored
stiff and pouring hours over hours of her boring life into a machine. Their excuse
when she got to school?

Oh, your just always so busy!

Bullshit. Miche was never busy anymore- she only went out on family occasions because
she didn't like pubs! Hot tears threatened to spill over her eyes, she felt like a
third, unwanted party. She was uncomfortable with people stopping round because the
last person that did got into a big fight with the little girl she babysay often and
she'd deny her entry to her house eversince. When she just started her bigger school,
they'd always phone her up to go to the park but once again she'd deny because Miche
had never had a group of friends- her singular one Riku had just been it. She always
talked to people on msn but never said that she was 'sad' or 'upset'. No no! It was
all smiles and little giggles from Miche, talking and letting out her emotions was
something she'd never needed to do so she couldn't do. At school all she'd hear was
how all the girls went out together, how they had a great time at eachothers houses
taking the mick out of bitches, and they'd laugh and she'd laugh along and wouldn't
get any of it.The girls phone vibrated and she picked it up- a text asking if she
wanted to go to shopping. She'd accept the offer and her mom would let her because
she hated to see her daughter wasting away. 

The blue haired girl let out a little sigh, wiping her eyes. Maybe she was just meant
to be alone...

‹.::SHINee♥Locket::.› says:   2 June 2011   504717  

I know what it's like to be an unwanted person to friends, so I can
relate closely <3
‹knight of ren› says :   2 June 2011   597186  
Yeah, she hates it. 


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