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Year in HellCategory: Poems
Wednesday, 18 May 2011
12:53:16 AM (GMT)
You never know, how it feels to have your heart carved away from you a sliver at
time. With each cut your soul bleed and cries out in pain. But you hold in the pain
and hide it with smiles. Inside you are dying slowly for the millions of cuts that
torture you. Her perfect lies kills you like a slow poison that lingers drowning you
in your own sorrows. I want to shake her and put some sense into her but only hold
back, letting her live that life that she longs for, the one that she likes and
wants. So I slowly bleed inside and my soul cries out in my own heart. 

My power of will and determination push me on and I made it out. I survived the
darkness that swallow you whole and eat at your soul. I was tortured, suffer the pain
of the heart. Burn alive and reforged and made it out of my own hell different. Ever
day was unbearable pain that linger in my heart and no one to share it with. I cried
on inside wishing it would end but it was endless torment. I died every night and was
remade again to suffer during the day with smiles and going on as if nothing was
going on. It took time and days grew shorter and the burning faded away, I was forged
into someone new. I survived my year in Hell, but always carry it with me.

‹Legendary Catwoman› says:   18 May 2011   649167  
awwww my monkey muax muax *kisses both cheeks*
Xx_NothingLeftButMyDisgracefulSelf_xX says:   18 May 2011   151698  
I Know What That Feels Like...
‹Monkey boy› says :   19 May 2011   382155  
thanks you....

yeah.. it sucks 


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