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Monday, 8 February 2010
06:31:10 PM (GMT)
I'm sorry. This has happened before. I'm completely ignoring everything. I log on, and out. I'm sorry. Aside from that My sister thinks she's found Cole. For those who don't know, he was my very special childhood friend, who was a year older than me. We shared an alley when we were younger, and his grandma lived beside me when his parents moved away[or got divorced]. Haha. We were always together, and yes, he was older than me. The only thing that makes me mad is the fact that she says I love him. It's not just her, but my parents as well. Not funny. I don't believe in love, haha. So, indeed, it is complicated, and no, it's not because of some love sick puppy story. But I was wondering, lately, I've only been thinking about him and Josh, about how similar they are and were. And the fact they both left me. After that I started trying to figure out if either one would remember me. It hurts, ya'know? Knowing that theer's a huge possibility that Cole doesn't remember me at all, especially after ten years. I don't even know why, but it just scares me, scares me so badly, my whole body begins to ache. But look at that, all I'm doing is complaining. #$@WZ#@% So, sorry for the random splurch on some of my random feelings.

‹??????› says:   9 February 2010   558354  
"I don't believe in love, haha."
:D Me too.

That aside, I know how that feels. And it hurt like hell that. How I
was forgotten.
I qualm that it'll be the same for you. It won't, I hope. <3
‹I waterbend biatches› says:   9 February 2010   269468  
Im starting not to believe in love too, people keep telling me that
if I wait I'll find someone, but every guy just hurts me, without even
knowing it. And my life is keeps going downhill :P
alleygirl92 says :   9 February 2010   210137  
:'D Lovely~

Oh, that must really hurt. And honestly.. I want it to just stop. I
almost want him to forget me, but the child wants him to remember
everything. ♥
That's too bad, well, you've moved on, right?

Oh, right. 
That does make sense, but there'll be a turning point around a corner
one day. Maybe even tomorrow? 


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