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Casablanca sucked anyway.Category: (general)
Friday, 29 January 2010
07:35:52 AM (GMT)
"I spent so much time
trying to fix your life 
that I forgot about mine
now I'm putting my foot straight
through the floor
you won't be walking through
any of my doors anymore

So tell me what's so wrong with me
that you could leave so easily
and you threw this all away 
for a chance to leave me.

She makes me happy
she sparks a light inside
you never failed to blow out
look at everything
look at all you've become
nothing more than a memory...."

I dont know how to explain my mind this time. There are 2 people in my life that are
extremely important to me, and to who I am. One a boy, the other a girl. She is
confused and I am too, about her. Only I'm certain of the boy. He's not my problem
though. Everything is perfect between him and me. I just dont know what to do about
her. She's like a bi-polar train ride, constantly switching directs. One day, she is
happy talking to me, the next she says she's just going to go. She gets mad for
reasons I can't comprehend, and it makes no sense to me. She contradicts herself
constantly, and can be hypocritical. I want her in my life so badly, the her that I
love though. Not the angry one, or the one who makes me feel worthless, or the one
who wants to give up her feelings for me just because it would make things easier. I
understand, in some ways, what she's going through... So I want to help her, but
she's never really let me have that chance. Sometimes I'm grateful for the days we
dont talk because then I know nothing bad will be said between us, no problems would
arise. Advice I'd like to give her is be straight up, dont hold things back, and dont
try to change things. Theyll get more complicated. I liked things how they were, back
when, no matter what, she'd say "I love you" and she'd really mean it. Should I give
up trying to fix this, should I just let go of this friendship that's lost some of
its meaning to me? Idk...

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