Monday, 14 September 2009
07:55:23 PM (GMT)
Because I can only take so many beatdowns before I just walk away for good.
Because now you're out there on your own.
Because I can't help you fix yourself.
Because we never see things changing, we only see things ending. And some vicious
whispering voice kept saying you have no choice.
Because we're all pretenders. Your best friend hates your guts and the mail man is a
Because; oh my god I've lost control, I stare at accidents in a sick attempt to
Because you said you'd never hurt me, you said you'd never make me cry. Well there is
one thing I can admit, you tell the perfect lie.
Because I wonder how long it takes for anyone to notice I stopped talking.
Because sometimes not all scars show, and not all wounds heel. Sometimes you can't
always see the pain someone feels.
Because the tormenting pain of loneliness is back under my skin, flowing like icy
water through my veins.
Because I ask myself why I am feeling this pain, why should I let somebody stomp on
me; didn't I learn the last time?
Because now I am through with your beatings and mind games, I hold my head up high
and say fuck the world.
Because I finally don't have to force a smile upon my face.
Because I finally learned...