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Friday, 17 April 2009
05:15:58 PM (GMT)
I can't play anymore.

This shit sucks.

People sucks.

My fucking homo roommate shouldn't be allowed on campus.

Who the fuck sleeps at 5:20pm on a fucking friday?


Fucking flamers shouldn't be allowed in this world.

Right now, I can't even remember how to play.

I'm resorting to old songs that I used to listen to get me into the mood, and would
give me shivers down my spine, but it didn't happen this time.

What the fuck is wrong with me?

What am I becoming?

Where did that time go that I lost not playing?

Why can I not make a clean sound?


I hate what's happening.

And I don't even know what it is.

Lyncheh says:   17 April 2009   284867  
We all have bad days.
Like on Thursday, my driving was pretty bad. I made stupid mistakes
which I wouldn't make usually.

But I know that I was just having a bad day.

I'm sorry, I suck. ^^
But things will get better.

Randy. <3
Jolestio says:   17 April 2009   821183  
Nothing has gotten better for a while.
I only really come on here because the people here suck fucking ass.
At least Kupika is filled with a small, somewhat nice community.
I just need to do something with my life.
Everyone else seems to have a plan, and I don't.
Lyncheh says:   17 April 2009   587114  
Not everyone has a plan, believe me.

I do, but I'm not following it. I'm sitting here on my ass doing
And in some ways that's even worse. ;|

I'm sorry I can't help that much.
I'm not very good with help and emotions.
Jolestio says:   17 April 2009   727145  
I don't have emotions.
I fake a laugh, just so others will be happy that their sexual fucks
of jokes are "funny".
I feel pissed, but I know I'm really not.
I'm never really happy.
Nor am I ever really sad.
I am completely emotionless.
saralyn247 says:   17 April 2009   236363  
You're not emotionless. :/
I'm probably the worst person to talk to about this because I never
know what to say, but nothing is wrong with you. <3
Lyncheh says:   17 April 2009   496285  

Please don't feel you're alone or that nobody knows. Please. ;;
Jolestio says:   17 April 2009   448189  
It's not even that.
I can't tell you what is going on around me.
Maybe I could, but until I truly know how everyone works, I can't.
‹Ican'tbelivethisplacestillexists.› says:   17 April 2009   286499  
Hope you get your mojo back.

Probably because you've been stressed about something, or something
like that.
saralyn247 says :   17 April 2009   663384  
^ You could. You even said you could, and you know any time you want
to talk I'll listen.
I think I can say that I know what you're feeling to some degree. It
sucks, but it'll go away. Don't worry about your future, I fell the
same way. It seems like everyone around me already know what they're
doing with their lives, and I have no clue. 

And James sucks.

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