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I dont know what to call it yet but tell me what you think pleaseCategory: (general)
Sunday, 16 November 2008
03:41:12 PM (GMT)
I have cut myself so deep
I have broken hearts
I have scared people half to death
I have stopped someone from making my mistakes
I have hurt the ones that I love
I have ran with scissors 
I have ran with knives
I have held my hands up to the skies
I have thought of the possibilities
That one of these days my problems would be forgotten
I have lost someone that I hold dear
I have cried for no reason
I have cried till I slept
I have cried out of pain
I have cried out of sin
I have woken to music
I have woken to screaming
I have woken to my tearstained reflection
I have woken to the floor
I have woken to the sky
I have woken everyday though by and by
I have ran out of reason
I have felt pain
I have felt the redemption that takes me again
I have felt the need and the want for more
I have felt the truth and needed to know
I have understood what most cannot
I have blamed myself for a broken heart
I have thought it to be all my fault
These 13 years we have spent apart
I run out of reason 
I run out of pain
I run to never come back again
I run out of truth
I run out of faith
I run out of the need to see your face
I ran out of time 
I ran out of pain
I ran out of truth
I ran out of need
I ran out reason
I ran out of hope 
I ran out of faith
Now that I know it isn’t my fault
I need to know why for 13 years I have been on my own
Why  I have  heard the pain come from your voice
Why I have been your lean on in weak times
Why you have lied to me
Why you have taken from me
Why you have failed me
Why you said I was the cause to your problems
Why you said you wished you could die
Why you have blamed me for all the stress
Why you come to me when you need the rest
Why you feel the need to cry on my shoulder
But tell me it is all my fault
Why you feel the need to make me small when I have gotten that enough through it all
Why you bend me until I break
Why you yell and take
Why the pain and stress boil through
Why the anger settles in you
Why the screaming takes our lives
Why the days turn so quickly to night
Why you wish to talk to me but start no conversation
Why take some place new 
Why you didn’t leave me there
And follow through with your prayer
Why you kept instead of sending me away
Why you never tell the truth
Why you never think I can comprehend
Why the world spins to its end
We find ourselves at a loss for words
Until we lose our cool
All it ends in is a tearstained face
And Death of one of us in the race
We know not why the other screams
Only why we fight
We thought  we knew it all
When the cries of pain tarried through us all
Honestly I don’t know
Hopefully you see my point 
Hopefully you hear my cry
Hopefully you’ll understand
Why we aren’t near again

The one you used to know

‹kimi cat› says:   16 November 2008   369983  
wow....i liked it you should call it "the feelings i hold" or
somehing just a sugestion
‹21 Cassy Alexa <3› says:   16 November 2008   613356  
Thanks., and suggestions are always welcome
‹DeliriousNightingale♥› says:   29 November 2008   274544  
I love it! Sorry, I can't think of a title at the moment. But, it was
really good.
‹21 Cassy Alexa <3› says :   29 November 2008   961871  
thanks BellaM..


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