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Friday, 1 August 2008
06:08:48 AM (GMT)
Breathe No More by Evanescence I've been looking in the mirror for so long, That I've come to believe my souls on the other side. All the little pieces falling shattered. Shards of me too sharp to put back together. Too small to matter, But big enough to cut me in to so many little pieces if I try to touch her. And I bleed. I bleed. And I breathe. I breathe, no more I take a breath and I try draw from my spirit's well. Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child. Lie to me convince me that I've been sick forever. And all of this will make sense when I get better. But I know the difference between myself and my reflection. I just can't help but to wonder which of us do you love. So I bleed. I bleed. And I breathe. I breathe no, Bleed. I bleed. And I breathe. I breathe. I breathe. I breathe, no more. [piano solo ending]
One day I'll know how to let go of this hold I have on this feeling inside of me. But I'm afraid of letting go, in fear of not knowing who I am without it. One day I will be free of this darkness inside. It's Like A Hole Is Inside Of Me Written by me. It's like a hole is inside of me That pulls me within it's grasp It's never ending Like a maze can feel sometimes, It's pitch black I can't see anything I'm afraid of bumping Bumping into something I can't see, The darkness It sometimes whispers, But I take no notice of the message, It holds me Never to let go Do I have a rescuer Someone to save me from this place It scares me It's controlling me I can't do anything, Where is the thing I dream of But can never have it seems Will this hole ever fill up, I begin to walk But I walk with fear, I walk slowly and cautiously, I get nervous And begin to think To think of all the things that could happen Things that could go wrong, No one seems to want to help To give me light, What happened to the light Why is it so dark Why is the hole hiding me, Hiding me from the world From the people From myself, I don't think it'll ever notice Notice how I feel, I'm tired of this game The game it plays with my heart, Do I have to feel What's the point of feeling I don't get it Get you Will I ever have the happy ending Of which I wish for, I feel like I've shattered Into a million pieces And no one is willing Willing to help and put me back together, Will I ever be whole Will it ever be over It doesn't seem like it, It seems like I keep putting Putting walls up Shields up Hiding myself from the world with this hole, Can someone please come And rescue me, I need help I need it now, It's like a hole is inside of me That pulls me within it's grasp It's never ending Like a maze can feel sometimes.
Lithium by Evanescence Lithium, don't wanna lock me up inside Lithium, don't wanna forget how it feels without Lithium, I wanna stay in love with my sorrow Oh, but God, I wanna let it go Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone Couldn't hide the emptiness you let it show Never wanted it to be so cold Just didn't drink enough to say you love me I can't hold on to me Wonder what's wrong with me Lithium, don't wanna lock me up inside Lithium, don't wanna forget how it feels without Lithium, I wanna stay in love with my sorrow Oh! Don't wanna let it lay me down this time Drown my will to fly Here in the darkness I know myself Can't break free until I let it go Let me go Darling, I forgive you after all Anything is better than to be alone And in the end I guess I had to fall Always find my place among the ashes I can't hold on to me Wonder what's wrong with me Lithium, don't wanna lock me up inside Lithium, don't wanna forget how it feels without Lithium, I wanna stay in love with you Oh, I'm gonna let it go
An Escape Written by me. I search for an escape I look for an escape I need to get out of this place The walls close me in My breath shortens Am I going to make it out alive And the walls Close on me I can't get out To see the world The walls closed me in Making it hard to breathe You left me in this darkness You left me in the shadows You played with my heart You broke me in half One side of me Wants to stay with you The other side Wants me to stay away from you I don't know what to do Should I stay Or should I go The walls close me in My breath shortens Am I going to make it out alive And the walls Close on me I can't get out To see the world The walls closed me in Making it hard to breathe I've made my choice I'm leaving Never to return again So you can forget the plans you made They won't be a use to you Not now, not in the future, not ever, not with me I can't take this pain anymore This fear you instilled in me I will recover Just watch and see And when I'm done You won't even recognize me You'll be thinking What happened to me You'll be wondering Why did I ever leave I guess you never saw All the things you put me through The things you got away with Things are gonna change you see I will recover Just wait and you'll see I searched for an escape To get away from you I looked for an escape And I found one I needed to get out of that place But you just kept holding me back But guess what I'm gone now I got away from you Away from your hold on me
Last edited: 17 August 2008


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