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Sunday, 13 January 2008
02:21:15 AM (GMT)
I'm feeling a little philosophical...
I"m in need of a good conversation...
Something to let my feelings out...

I think I'm in a slump.
My work is slow, my attention span rediculously small...
A back to school slump.
I think I need to start exercising again.
Maybe that will get me out of my slump.
After my slump will come the anxiety attacks...
They are already getting close....
I think it's the pressure...
Yeah, I will start exercising again tomorrow morning.

I'm lonely.
All of my friends have boyfriends.
I need one.
I want one.
There's one in particular...
Maybe prom...

An update to the last two entries:
I'm not with either of the guys.
The guy I liked is just a friend now.
The one I loved...
Well, the feeling is quite the opposite now.
The girlfriend he had in the begining is still with him.
He cheated on her wo more times.
Not with me, though.
Different girls.
I don't feel pity for her, though.
She does the same thing.
It's a strange relaionship...

If anyone would like to talk abut anything (literally), feel free to message me or


Aranee says:   13 January 2008   398251  
I feel so sorry for you.
xKupidx says:   13 January 2008   915586  
Wow. that was deep. Please contact me.
discoinfernosam17 says :   13 January 2008   489223  
Don't do that! I'm very happy with my life right now. I could be
happier with a little companionship, but as of right now all is great.
Thanks, though!


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