Saturday, 2 June 2007
04:49:07 AM (GMT)
A gurl named NMS_Dancer_2009 broke up with me. we met on kupika and her real
name is ashlee. we had so many things in comin and we were havin a really great
relationship, but then she just quite kupika and we never talked 2 eachother again. i
hate her now becuz she was so awsome, but then she made me feal so bad and left me
heartbroken. i dont think im ever gona get over it.
I no, som of my frends will read this diary entry and say, "but
jacob, i thot u already liked som other gurl" well, that was befor i liked taylor,
and wen i felt like sydney hated me, so thats y im feeling so bad as i rite this
diary entry, becuz ashlee made me feel like a fuckin worthless sack of shit. so, now
that i let that out, u wood think it wood make me feel better, and it did in 1 way,
but in another way it made me remember wut a messed up life i hav. first i like a
gurl named sydney, but she ignored me and then wen we were finally goin out, i
figured out she used me 2 make a guy named colton jealous, altho i was thinking about
dumping her anyway becuz she was acting like a control freak.
Then, i was so desperate, so i met NMS_Dancer_2009 (AKA asshole
ashlee), and we get together. then she tears me apart by breaking up with me. and
then, after 3 years of tae kwon do, i started 2 feel differently about a black belt
named taylor. she is still my 1 true luv (srry if thats alittle creepy), and i will
not change my mind about this unless she turns into a jerk, wich she wont, cuz shes
so awsome. i dont hav the courage 2 ask her out, tho.