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This diary entry is written by ‹aleхcнan тнe ĸawaιι ѕĸιттleprιnce›. ( View all entries )
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Sunday, 14 December 2014
11:30:46 PM (GMT)
I just...I'm so sick of being that person that everyone can throw away. I'm sick of
being the one everyone forgets about, the one no one could care less about, the one
that everyone just wants to get rid of...I am that person, the one who gets left
behind, broken down, and hurt, and no one cares or tries to help most of the time.
People who are supposed to be my best friends ditch me until it's convenient for them
or until I'm their last resort.
I'm just tired of being so useless...
So worthless. So undeserving. So fucking pointless.
I'll never be what anyone wants...

‹Boat Man› says:   15 December 2014   204644  
Hey, Alex, listen.
I know you aren't talking about me, because we've only spoken to each
other perhaps twice, but nonetheless, you are very important. You
aren't something that I can use for my enjoyment and throw away, like
a toy. You aren't that one person that I joke around with some, but
the minute he's having trouble, I turn and tease him, okay? You might
not be my most favorite, but you aren't my least favorite.
Plus you're like, what, 14? 15? Your life has hardly started, and you
haven't yet met a fraction of the people you are going to meet, and
just imagine, you'll find that one friend that means the world to you,
or even that one guy that just make your life worth living. It will
happen, it always does. You can't meet someone who's been unhappy
their whole life.
Now, I don't know you, and honestly I don't expect to, but never feel
like you're alone. If you're really feeling lonely and desperately
need someone to talk to, or if you're really upset and need someone's
shoulder, or someone to get secrets off your chest with, talk to me. 

"You know that in nine hundred years of time and space and I've never
met anybody who wasn't important before." -The Doctor (Doctor Who)
‹aleхcнan тнe ĸawaιι ѕĸιттleprιnce› says:   15 December 2014   906883  

Oh wow....thank much...really, just thank you<3 
‹aleхcнan тнe ĸawaιι ѕĸιттleprιnce› says:   15 December 2014   469410  

What you said was very sweet and means a lot to me but i am incapable
of properly responding in any way besides “thank you so much
aaaah” because i do not know how to accurately express the exact
level of my gratitude to where you completely understand how much what
you said meant to me without me getting even more emotional and
looking like a fucking nerd 
‹Boat Man› says:   15 December 2014   124619  
Honestly, don't worry about it. Every once in a while, people need to
listen to those who love and will accept them, rather than to those
that will only bring them down. 
So, all in all, I love you, you're perfect, and nice butt. cx 
‹aleхcнan тнe ĸawaιι ѕĸιттleprιnce› says:   15 December 2014   900248  

I love you too ;-; thank you and I know~ ouo 
crazyhot says :   15 December 2014   225799  

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