Have you ever had that feeling...
When u wish at 11:11...
That feeling a hope. And happiness. 
Have you ever wished for something at 11:11, then one day see it right before your
eyes. 
You see it and you reach out to grab it. It's what you've always wanted. The thought
of it just makes you happy.
Then the opportunity, the moment, that thing you wished for just disappeared. 
The opportunity now gone. Out of your life. Off somewhere else. 
The wish you wanted. The wish you almost got. 
Was given to someone else right in front of your face. 
That feeling you then get when u loose something, it comes along. 
Slowly haunting you as you sit down thinking. 
It goes through you slowly killing the inside of your head. 
Things run through your head so fast it's like a highway that no ones knows about. 
No one can c it. 
Only you know what it feels like. 
Your life flashes before you eyes so many times you cant count. 
The scars over your body can only tell a little bit of your story. 
No one understands. 
But they all judge you anyway.