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Saturday, 16 June 2012
08:34:39 AM (GMT)
the waves crash between
your eyes and beat
against the shores of
your mind in a 
painful back and forth
rhythm that is driving
you mad and driving
you to take a razor
blade to your clean
wrist and to make 
gashes that fade to
little white scars and
thick pink raised scars
and the voices eat 
at you they tell
you you're not good
enough and the 
voices tell you to
kill yourself it will
make everyone happier but
for some reason you
don't listen to the 
voices you just cut
the pain away instead
you starve the pain
away instead you puke
the pain away instead
you drug the pain
away instead and then
the sun comes out
and the earth warms up
and the snow inside 
your heart melts and 
the tsunami dies down
leaving a path of
destruction and a broken
mind and then the
flowers grow through the
rubble and the rain 
nourishes the foliage and
the animals return and
slowly everything is returned 
to order but everything
gets worse before it 
gets better and the 
stress of rebuilding your
broken mind brings you
back to the razor 
the knife the drugs
the booze the starvation
the purging the self
destructive habits that killed
you in the first
place and then one
day it's all okay
and you don't understand
you don't get why
it is all okay
but it is and
you go with it
and slowly a happy
bliss starts to build 
up inside you and
everything is so amazing
and you shatter the
glass that surrounds you
and separates you and
makes you feel excluded
and you love and
are loved and you
see beauty in everything


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