Sunday, 4 December 2011
01:33:13 AM (GMT)
Well, I want to be cool. My type of cool.
I want to go on a $80 shopping spree with my bff.
I want a bff, a real one, who tells me everything that no-one else will know, and
always listens to me and my stupid problems.
I want a boyfriend. Like Sam, or Josh.
I want all that stuff, but you know what? Maybe I love life the way it is.
My cousin, who is in year 10 has had a best friend who listens, a million boyfriends
and a perfect life.
Maybe I'm just not old enough. I'm only 13. Maybe when I'm 15 I'll have a boyfriend
and Molli will be that best friend, or maybe even Jemima or who knows, Danni. And
Sam, I will ask him out one day, tell my friends that I have feelings for him and get
to know him better.
I never want to go back to the past when I had crushes. It was lust. You can't be in
love with a crush. The feeling after I told Molli was the same feeling as grade 6 and
it was horrible. I want to live a new life. Everyday is a new day, and we can always
forget about yesterday.
What I'm trying to say here is to LIVE YOUR LIFE GIRLS.
Every one of you is beautiful. You will go out with an amazing guy one day, and get
that number 1 best friend for life. Maybe it's not the right time for you, 'cause
maybe you're too young, like me.
Just a random, down-to-hearted, truthful, promising, beautiful rant.