Tuesday, 20 September 2011
05:40:23 AM (GMT)
I feel so shitty, it's actually kind of scaring me.
But, hey. What doesn't scare me?
I figured if I didn't take any Nyquil, I'd wake up with a throat and mouthful of
Sure enough, I wake up at 5 (which is actually irritatingly late for me. I always get
up at 4) and I can't breathe. Couldn't swallow, couldn't inhale through my nose. I
coughed, swllowed, and then I was better. But today is just one of those days where I
just don't. Don't anything. All I really want to do is sleep so I don't get the
babies sick on Thursday (my cousins are staying on Thursday and Friday night while
their parents go to Vegas for a few days. I get to be a mommy! :D).
I'm listening to Breaking Benjamin, which for some reason has always been very
depressing to me. But it is. And the drum parts are all really intricate.
But seriously. I just want to go upstairs with my sleeping bag and pillows, lay on
the couch, and just nap until 11am. Of course, I'll have something to eat before I do
that. I'm fucking hungry. Mom and dad are totally going to make me go to school, and
if I don't eat, I get sick, or in my case, sicker. So yeah. I need to eat.
Today just doesn't feel good. I have an uber bad cold, my hair is gross (but I can
easily fix that), I'm definitely gonna fall asleep in English, and I just don't feel
well mentally. Probably because of the things they say to me, about me. If you have
more to say, just say it. Don't drag it out. Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck.
Whatever. You seem bored. You made it this far, right? Eh.
Good day. See y'all later. Because I won't sleep tonight due to lack of interest.