Saturday, 16 July 2011
02:08:13 AM (GMT)
i want a guy...no, i'm not desperate to have a boyfriend, i'm desperate for love.
i want someone to love me. for who i am. yeah, people love me, but they're family and
friends. that doesnt count.
i want a guy who will wrap his arms around my waist. who will kiss me, hug me, hold
my hand. who i can just hang out with and be silly with. who i can have stupid,
romantic moments with.
i can't stand it. it sounds so stupid, but its true. i dream about stuff that only
happens in books, in movies. i want that to happen to me. i want..i don't know what i
want. i used to want jonathan. i think i still do. maybe i just want a boy in
and yeah, i said it. maybe its just not meant to be, me and him. we're going to
seperate high schools, he lives far away, we hang out with different people, and
sometimes hes a jerk. i'm barely going to see him, maybe not even ever again. a
relationship would never last like if we were still at grade school together. i'm
thinking about giving up, but then i go right back to daydreaming about a makeout
but whatever, i just need a guy. so much...it's sad.