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Friday, 15 July 2011
10:08:13 PM (GMT)
i want a, i'm not desperate to have a boyfriend, i'm desperate for love.

i want someone to love me. for who i am. yeah, people love me, but they're family and
friends. that doesnt count.

i want a guy who will wrap his arms around my waist. who will kiss me, hug me, hold
my hand. who i can just hang out with and be silly with. who i can have stupid,
romantic moments with.

i can't stand it. it sounds so stupid, but its true. i dream about stuff that only
happens in books, in movies. i want that to happen to me. i want..i don't know what i
want. i used to want jonathan. i think i still do. maybe i just want a boy in

and yeah, i said it. maybe its just not meant to be, me and him. we're going to
seperate high schools, he lives far away, we hang out with different people, and
sometimes hes a jerk. i'm barely going to see him, maybe not even ever again. a
relationship would never last like if we were still at grade school together. i'm
thinking about giving up, but then i go right back to daydreaming about a makeout

but whatever, i just need a guy. so's sad.

‹∞ Directioner ∞› says:   15 July 2011   375039  
I'm sorry. I can't really say that I have felt that before, but I
feel like some of my friends have felt that too. (Personally, I think
all guys are jerks at times.) But I do want to fall in love, just not
right now for me. I do have fantasies sometimes, but I never feel like
I need a guy. 

I hope everything works out, though. (:
‹Kairos› says:   15 July 2011   417175  
I know what you mean. I mean all you want is that one love story like
we read about. It's hard I know. I mean that one guy you want is
someone who makes you laugh and can hug you whenever he sees you. He's
a tease but without being too obvious or obnoxious. He'll come (: that
guy I mean. We just read too muh story and have a big picture on what
our dream guy would be like and what he does on his own for us without
beig asked. We have to face that some guys just aren't cut out for our
lives and some are glued perfectly to fit it. There's a guy out there
for every girl I believe. You need a guy who even when you lookthe
worst or is crying and have you makeup smeared or even being bitchy,
will have the forage and the knowledge to grab you by the waist and
hug you tightly and even lift up your chin and kiss you and wipe away
the tears. These things we expect and dream about guys doing to us in
any situation are all created by the stories. We read stories because
we don't have the actually thing but atleast we can read and feel it.
Don't worry Hannah (: 
‹~(Shaywee)~› says:   15 July 2011   737603  
All I can say is this.

I know.
‹RushingStars★› says:   15 July 2011   484029  
Thanks...for the support guys. (: 
‹MilshakeMonstarr ★› says :   16 July 2011   656337  
I feel the same


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