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Monday, 2 May 2011
09:49:48 PM (GMT)
Today was horrible. I'm sorry everyone, I'll never meet all of your high expectations. And, I guess I'll always be helpless, according to Jen. Dear MonkeyBoy; I'm sorry I'm not fucking tall enough. Dear Jen; I can put up a fucking mat on my own, I didn't need help. So the "Well, if you don't ask for help, I'm going to punch you in the face" thing was unnecessary. And I'm not Nathan's fucking keeper, I didn't send him to go help with the backdrops, so stop acting like its my fault Dear Mrs. James; I'm sorry I'm not a guy. Dear Mom; I'm sorry that I will never fucking be good enough for you. I honestly don't see the point in trying. Dear Erica; Thank you for everything. I honestly feel better for just a little bit riding around in your car. I fucking hate how I can't talk to the only person who can talk me out of doing very bad things because I'm afraid he hates me, or I bug him, or I'm just another "job" he has to do. I'm so done with everything it isn't even funny.

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