Wednesday, 30 March 2011
12:27:56 AM (GMT)
I was at dance class today and talking to this girl. I don't know how to spell her
name so we'll just call her D. xD Anyway, she's the one I talk to the most in class
and she's nice and all.
So we were talking a lot today, but I felt like she was judging me. Examples:
-I told her that I never really wanted a dog, because I have a cat, and how cats are
my favorite animals. But I like dogs (I have one right now) and have nothing against
~And she was like, "Nobody likes cats!" and laughed a little, then said how cats are
stuck up and mean or something like that. I mean, she wasn't outright mean, but I
still felt like she thought it was so weird that I like cats, of all things.
-She knows I'm graduating 8th grade this year, so she asked if I have a graduation
dress yet. I told her no, but I might just use the same dress and I wrote for the
~But then she started shaking her head and said, "No, no, no, get a new dress, that's
the way to go." I know lots of girls get new dresses for lots of things, but I felt
like she thought that I was one of those people who reuses stuff and thinks I'm too
good to buy new things, like I'm more...mature or something? And I don't feel the
need to buy a new dress? Idk.
-We were talking about our schools, and I mentioned how I don't wear that much nail
polish during the school year because it's against the dress code, and I go to a
Catholic school w/ uniforms. And I said how I've never gotten a detention before, but
she's been suspended 3 times. This year.
~So I felt like she thought I was one of those goody-two-shoes (I don't care how
cliche that sounds) who has some extra money, so I can afford to go to this private
school. She was saying how she'd HATE going to a Catholic school and wouldn't last
there a day. That just made me a little mad, because people always judge you if they
know you go to a private Catholic school. Like they think you think you're better
than them. They've just never BEEN to a private school, so how could they know?!
Well, that's pretty much it....I'm just mad because she doesn't really know me, so
how could she think things like, "Oh, it's a little stupid/.weird that CATS are your
fave animal when they're always so mean...." and "God, do you know anything? You
ALWAYS buy a new dress for special occasions." and lastly "Catholic schools are so
prissy and everyone there is always too well behaved and there's too many rules.....I
know I'd hate it there." I know that's kind of an overreaction, but still.
Just had to get that out of my system. Now.......I'm going to eat dinner. :D