Monday, 17 January 2011
11:11:57 PM (GMT)
[I published this last night but apparently it did not add itself which ticks me
So I guess it probably seemed like I somewhat disappeared? Maybe nobody noticed.. I
don't know. It was not my intention to just POOF! like that all of the sudden. I was
in the hospital until two days ago because I had an emergency appendectomy so that's
a lot of fun. That's why I haven't been here as I've been detained in a sterile,
awful hospital room. I'm still recovering but I'm in awful pain still and the
painkillers I'm taking just screw me up completely. They numb my body and my mind to
the point of just.. bleh. I don't like it. I put off getting back on here just
because.. I don't really know.
This is besides the point but sometimes I just can't stand the things I do. I'm a
runner and I always have been. Whenever things get to the point of uncomfortability
for me I hightail it. Broken hearts are left in the wake and I just can't stop. I
don't really know why I just said that but maybe it's a warning? I'm not planning on
leaving any of you any time soon but if I do just blame it on screwed up character
I love you all.
I'll get back to the messages and such tomorrow I believe since it's 12:30am and I
can't bring myself to sorting through 2 pages of messages on this iPod because it's a
grueling task. Feel free to send me a message though and I'll hit it as I go through
my other messages.