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i realized with real eyes...Category: (general)
Sunday, 21 November 2010
09:21:22 PM (GMT)
I have no car and my friends have abandoned me.

I get on buses to go see them, they don't budge an inch towards me.

Am I considered a charity case?

Yes. I'm no fool, I'm a wise owl.

They wanted me to go out when I had a car, 

Now they don't call because they don't want to pick me up or drop me home.

(I'm an inconveniencer, I go around inconveviencing people...such a manace!)

My band mates are awesome though, they look out for me all the time

Considering  the type of person I am I attract people in general

So I'm used to being in a large group of people but on my turf.

I think a lot when I'm out so I drift away and it may come off as "anti-social"

Then I just get people asking "what are you thinking about?" or "are you okay?"

I hate when people ask me that, it makes me go in the mirror and look at my facial

(then I start doing weird faces and in front of the mirror for 20 minutes...ADD)

I know I get deep in thought  but it cant be to the point where I look sad,

Well hey it really depends on where I go.

What dimension will I proceed to exist in for a brief moment in time?

Thats the real question, fuck a facial expression!

When the malfunction in the psyche has full control there's no telling what your
facial expression might do 

But it'll definitely get its point across though.

Well back to me having friends but having no friends, it just sucks that the ones I
really thought were like family

Just doesn't talk to me then when we bump into each other its cool and all but
awkward too.

Good thing I socialize with socialites so we keep the party going.

I gotta go get my roomie from the airport so I'm outa here!

I have a blogspot if anyone wants to check out my misadventures  xoxox
    * http://www.novel-t-style.blogspot.com
yes I have 
    * http://www.twitter.com/noveltluv
    * http://www.facebook.com/NOVELTLUV
I don't get on much
    * http://www.myspace.com/noveltluv

in the morrows!

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