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I dunno guys, I'm feeling.......weird.Category: (general)
Saturday, 9 October 2010
03:52:51 PM (GMT)
It started right before school; at the end of summer. I'm sick on and off. Not flu sick, but cold sick. I get these weird.....feelings. Like the littlest, randomest things will remind me of something. A cool breeze in the classroom will make me think of the end of the school year, where everything feels perfect. A certain smell will remind me of Christmas....when it's really hot that day. I feel like I really don't like someone, but then I like them again. I can't figure out my feelings about other people. I feel like I'm lost........ And this is so weird. That's the only way I can describe it; weird. I'm not really sick, or depressed, or angry. I'm like a mix of everything, almost, like I don't know who I am. Or what I should do. I just......don't get it. I just feel weird.

‹Ikiru♥› says:   9 October 2010   778277  
I know I felt that way in the begining of summer, and now im starting
to feel that wayy again. :/ I know what we could do, we could have a
‹∞ Directioner ∞› says:   10 October 2010   528692  
I get that a lot. Its so weird, but I'm kind of used to it now.

I think its because I really don't know who I am. I'm lost in a way.
I'm finding out more and more about me, its crazy.
‹carry on my wayward son› says:   11 October 2010   193401  
A certain smell will remind me of Christmas....when it's really hot that day.
Heh heh, so i'm not alone. Cinnamon and pin trees always remind me of Christmas.
I just feel weird.
Thats life, dear. Now go out for a walk among the pine trees and feel happy. c:
‹carry on my wayward son› says:   11 October 2010   867053  
‹☮SmileyPeanut☮› says:   11 October 2010   731975  
I feel that way a lot! Especially after I moved,just the tiniest
thing will remind me of colorado,not really what it looked like,but
more how it felt like. I used to always feel sad,happy,mad. But now I
have different versions of
each.Remembering,warth,summer,depression,hatred,that feeling that
you're not really here,but not really there. It's really weird.
I've been sick a lot too.
Anyhow,I think it's just a reaction to big change,or a "shift" sorrta.
‹RushingStars★› says:   12 October 2010   677855  
Yeah, you told me before. Stop talking about sleepovers! You're making
me feel bad that I'm grounded.
Agree with you there about the "really don't know who I am" thing.
Glad to know I'M not alone with the smell thing. ;D
Yeah, that could be it; I'm in 8th grade now and it's scary, because I
know that a LOT of big changes are coming very soon. 
‹☮SmileyPeanut☮› says:   12 October 2010   523923  
How do you reply to a post!! It's bugging me!
‹RushingStars★› says:   12 October 2010   106781  
Lol, click on the blue numbers, next to the time the comment was
‹Ikiru♥› says:   12 October 2010   545765  
Lol, do what hannah says, trust her she's smart. . . . . ish. Lol!(: 
‹☮SmileyPeanut☮› says:   12 October 2010   299577  
I did it! 
‹☮SmileyPeanut☮› says:   12 October 2010   420250  
‹RushingStars★› says:   12 October 2010   575979  
Wait, what were you replying to?? 
‹Ikiru♥› says:   12 October 2010   691596  
I was replying to SmileyPeanut
Congrats! :DD 
‹☮SmileyPeanut☮› says :   13 October 2010   700691  


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