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Monday, 21 June 2010
04:00:56 PM (GMT)
Dear you, I’m not trying to turn this into a mess and I wish you would see that. See, I was right, you do think I’m a whore; stupid, damn straight; selfish, I am… but I wasn’t trying be selfish whatsoever in that actually. I was pointing out the feelings that are suddenly over coming. I re-read everything I wrote several times after I posted that, and then when I woke up… and in a way, I do feel a bit bad for how I worded everything on that. Depression and anger hung on my shoulders, and you know I am than most people… I’d just love to know what I did to you… I swore to myself last night, I was done…completely… But we’ve been friends for so long; I can’t just snap my fingers and not care anymore… Trust me, I’ve tried. Ha… I miss you, horribly. I truly do… I’m pathetic, I know… Why didn’t you ever tell me that you thought of me that way though, huh? It’s okay… Everyone thinks it… You forgot to mention worthless, complaining, stuck up, ugly bitch. I don’t know how you feel; I wish I knew too… You know why I don’t know though; you never want to talk to me. Do you understand at all where I am coming from? I’m not trying to become enemies but I’m not quite trying to fix things either.. I’m just hoping, praying…that one day…just maybe you will see where I’m coming from, sweetheart. I hope you’ll think about this…Please just… think about it. I know you’re reading this. You’re curious what I had to say to you. Now I’m not that stupid, am I? I miss you, I’m sorry. Sincerely, The stupid selfish whore that you’re done with…

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