Saturday, 29 May 2010
11:19:58 PM (GMT)
-read my previous diary before this... you'll just get confused-
so yeah i ended it with him yesterday, and i had a really positive outlook on life...
i feeling i hadnt felt in a very long time.
i agreed to go out with my bestfriend because i needed to get out of the house and i
thought it was gonna be just us two
... until she phoned my ex and said we'd be over soon. she took me over to my guy
friends house where they were waiting.
we chilled there all day, and i thought id be okay, and stick to the plan that we
were to stay friends
... until he started flirting with my bestfriend. it broke my heart to watch, and i
thought he'd be a bit more sensitive concidering i had to break up with him coz i
couldnt handle the heartache.
they acted like they were going out. i think shes forgotten the fact that shes
already got a boyfriend.
i feel sorry for my guy friend too, hes fancies my bestfriend for over a year now and
has had no luck, then comes along his 'best mate' fresh out of a relationship,
flirting with the girl he loves. its like they're gonna be fighting over her and hes
already depressed enougth as it is :L
i dont get why my ex can love her, hes seen his bestfriend getting rejected by her so
many times this year, and he has like no chance of being with her.
... thats just got me thinking... every guy ive ever taken interest in has been taken
away by my bestfriend...
- the guy i fancied for two years, she flirted with until i lost interest in him...
then she suddenly stopped flirting
- my guy friend that i fancied for a brief time... i flirted a little, she acts like
shes practically going out with him
- my boyfriend, she sets us up, and when i go on holiday she flirts with him so much
he falls for her and forgets about me
its ironic that everytime shes taken a guy away from me, shes been in a relationship
of her own. who flirts when they're taken? shes been in about 6 different
relationships, ands shes only just turned 14. and shes got back together with most of
the atleast twice.
shes a heartbreaker, and shes been playing me all this time. i must look like such an
idiot to her.
i make a diary to talk about the heartache im getting from my ex, and i realise my
'bestfriend' true colours.