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In A RutCategory: Art
Monday, 30 November 2009
11:46:58 PM (GMT)
For a few weeks I've had some good ideas for my story, and drawings. Now all  of a
sudden I hit a dead end. I have no creativity. I'm not sure why. I try and think, I
do what I normally do to get ideas, but that doesn't work. I guess artist have these
phases. It annoys me though to have a slight idea in my head and not be able to
complete it on paper. I'm about to give up completely. It'll give me more time for
everyhting else. Yet, art is my life, so I can't give up on my dreams. I need
insperation. I haven't thought of anything for atleast a week and a half. I usually
have something every other day. I should write down all my ideas. I hate that I'm
stuck in a rut. When I feel like I get an idea, and I'm about to climb out of the
rut, someone whacks me with a baseball bat. I'm going to try and not think about it.
Maybe then I will get an amazing idea. I haven't had something "amazing" in a very
long time. I'm starting to lose my creative touch. I was always the creative person
in the family. Now I'm the least creative. I don't know why. Life is too confusing
for me. Art class have been giving me ideas, but I just can't draw it. I try to
imagine it in my mind, but end up with srubbles on the paper. My sketchbooks are
barely full anymore. Writing things out usually help  me. Hope I can talk to my
friends and get some ideas. This is just getting annoying. I want to draw but just
can't. I'm in a rut that just seems to get deeper and deeper. I'm lost. I've got
nothing to strive for right now. Maybe that's why I'm not able to draw anything. I
haven't been challenged since someone asked me to draw them on Flicker. I haven't got
many fans of my art work so confidence is lacking too. I usually hate most of my
drawings. All I see are the flaws. I don't see something amazing as my friends see. I
still try. I guess I just need to stay confident about my drawings. I need to be
challenged more. Maybe my friends have some good ideas for me. In the end I might be
able tp get out of this "drawing block" of mine.

Neriko says :   1 December 2009   176394  
Looking at other people's art (especially professional ones) really
helps me come up with ideas C:

Click the pictures around this site to see if it helps you get some
inspiration C:

(( Just click on the pictures to look at them, don't worry about the
foreign text xP ))


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