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Saturday, 7 November 2009
09:33:38 PM (GMT)
fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck. times a million.
i hate you. 
no i don't, that's a lie.
i love you.
but i hate this situation. 
i knew it would happen at some point. i'm not stupid.
i just wasn't ready for it.
my throat is tight, and my head is spinning.
i hate this. i miss you. i need to see you again.
i know i can't, and i shouldn't, but still.
i blame you. not entirely. only partly, but i do.
you said so many things, you made me think you cared so much.
and i know this doesn't mean you don't, and i'm just making a big deal of it,
but i'm speechless. i don't know what to say to you.
the worst part?
i can't talk to you about this, because then you'll think i'm pathetic.
i wish i'd never met you, because then i wouldn't be feeling this way.
Last edited: 7 November 2009

octopusss says:   7 November 2009   142382  
gaise pretend i wrote that so i don't have to write it and look

now, stef.
what happened?
‹PrettyGlitterSparkles&OtherThingsXD› says:   7 November 2009   549870  
Yess..What happened...Talk... :S
justbreathee says:   7 November 2009   319570  
it's nothing. doesn't matter.
i'm just making a big deal.

do i know you? no.
now fuck off and fall in a ditch. 
‹PrettyGlitterSparkles&OtherThingsXD› says:   7 November 2009   766166  
Oh...Sorry..I just wanted to fucking help! Gooood...I thought you
were unhappy, so i wanted to cheer you up, obv fucking not you cursing
justbreathee says:   7 November 2009   920080  
i tell people what's wrong when i know them k.
sorry if i come across as a bitch, but im in a shit mood and i just
cant be doing with anything.
there's only one person who can cheer me up no matter what and he's
not around right now.
‹PrettyGlitterSparkles&OtherThingsXD› says:   7 November 2009   689921  
Ohhh Okkk...W.e, But...I was just trying to help! LOOK AT MY NAME!!
KnowMeHowYouWanna, Rings a bell? Means, you can know me Nasty Or Nice,
So..Get on the right side of me...Don't piss me off on first talk
BeautyIntheFuckUp says:   8 November 2009   864853  
How about you do us all a favour and fucking die, alright, shut the
fuck up before I come to your house and shove a nine inch pole up your
ass. chop up your unborn babies and feed them to you with a spoon made
of your organs. kbye.

now baby whats wrong?
justbreathee says:   8 November 2009   172199  
rofl. I. LOVE. YOU. 
really gabe, it doesnt even matter. i'm just making a huge deal out of
nothing at all. 
BeautyIntheFuckUp says:   8 November 2009   854607  
Duh you love me :]

And, now tell me.
justbreathee says:   8 November 2009   983712  
Really gabe, it's not important. 
I'll message you when I'm not on my phone. It doesn't let me send
Or get on msn. 
BeautyIntheFuckUp says:   8 November 2009   465635  
i can't and okay.
justbreathee says :   8 November 2009   546549  
<3 i love you k. don't worry about me. 


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