Wednesday, 12 August 2009
11:55:58 PM (GMT)
I just had a very strange dream, and I feel releived. I feel as if I have some
meaning and purpose in the universe that wasn't there before. This is a very big part
of what I've been looking for.
I won't go into details, but I remember noticing that some strange creatures were
around, and it didn't bother me at all that they were near me. Because they had to be
somewhere, otherwise what would they be doing? Only it wasn't a question. I just knew
that they were there because they needed somewhere to be, and they felt the same way
about me, and it was nice.
And in the back of the dream was death. Like, behind everything else, you could feel
death, and that was okay. Because death was why we live. We had to have something
that was going to happen because otherwise we wouldn't do anything. Avoiding death is
important; death is what gives us purpose.
I suddenly knew that I had always beeen aware of the Universe's purpose. The Universe
was around because something had to be, and we're just lucky enough to have that
something be so... Thing-supporting.
Gods and Goddess's, it was vaguely obvious that of course they're around somewhere,
because the Universe is here, and it had to come from somewhere. Gods are around
because the Universe needed to be around.
These things were always in the back of my mind, but it's rather more cordinated now.
Everything just put itself together and said "Sorry about that, here we are now."
It might take awhile to fit this into my world veiw, but I need to. I needed
Last edited: 13 August 2009