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Wednesday, 18 February 2009
11:01:23 PM (GMT)
I feel like everyone in my life is slowly drifting away and all I can do is sit here
watching. And as their slipping away, the worse parts of my past is slipping back in,
which is causing me to get back in some not so good habits. Every time I feel like
I've hit rock bottom, something happens to prove me that I can get
lower. I am confind to this place were everythings black and I can never reach the
light of hope that I am longing for and when I get close enough to excape, my past
pulls me back in the dark were I'm alone. I thought I had someone to talk to but they
ended up being a fake backstabbing bitch. Which makes me ask my self, Why do I
always trust the wrong person? My walls are crashing down around me, and I keep
thinking theres only one thing I can do. cough Its my choice, no one else's
and it makes me feel like I'm finaly in control of my life. The thing is can I go
through with it? I'm pretty sure I can, but I if I do it I know I'll just be passing
off my pain to other people. Which I can't do. I'd rather have all the pain in the
world then have them feel even an ounce of what I feel today. I'm so tired of life
being  this way 24/7. Its not right. I know there are going to be some hard
times but all the time is just crazy. I'm going to go in my room, turn up my music,
block out the world, lay in a ball on my bed and cry. Good-bye.
Last edited: 30 January 2010

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