Monday, 12 May 2008
11:01:52 PM (GMT)
ok first off, y are you bothering to read this. its not important to you at all, and
i mean it!!!! im pissed and im venting, so go the fuck away!
whatever its your fucking choice, you get to listen (i know you cant actually hear me
smartass) to me bitch and complain.
guys are jerks. i hate them. im getting worked up over nothing, but it doesnt matter
cause at the moment i dont give a fuck!!!!!!
i swear im sick of guys!(ok not nesserally every guy, but you get the point)
he's an asshole!
i didnt want to start liking another guy in the first place!
i was sick of them and sooo fucking happy to be single, and im sick of liking
but no, he had to be this fucking awesome dude who, had to kno just what to say to
make me not depressed. he had to be awesome to talk to and understand me.
so great i have a cursh, big fucking deal.
well he had to be a jerk and figure it out, yay now he knows, whatever.
well he likes me back, bearly. yay, fuckoff
he kisses me.
im fucking happy as hell.
i mean shit to him
normally wouldnt care. but i do
yay im a boody call, again.
im sick of guys being fucking jerks.
im sick of liking guys who dont give a fuck about me.
but still wish to makeout/other stuff with me.
fuck crushes, fuck relationships that mean nothing.
i really didnt want to start liking him.
i just got done with a relationship that was nothing.
i just now got over that dude.
so look, a friend, a friend who i havent seen in a while, a friend who is soo awesome
to talk to and be around, has to start finding some way to make me lik him.
not his fault i kno.
im just pissed and im blaming him.
damnit. now i feel worse.
ya, im so not talking to him for awhile.
i dont want to lik anybody.
ya i dont feel better.
im no longer pissed, just depressed.
ill get over it
no big deal
i need to stop complaining.
i really shouldnt get so mad, lots of peoples gots friends w/ benofits(spelled that
ya, i dont lik it.
cause i actually care for this dude.
im done bitching