Thursday, 8 May 2008
02:49:35 PM (GMT)
im having sucha trouble...
im in love with this guy, Kalle is his name (i know it might sound weird but we're
swedish) and he doesnt know it. And im not a player sorta gurl, or really bitchy or
slutty. Im just... me. And my bestfriend said that he seems to like me, and i know
that he once did, but i find that hard to believe.
I HATE THE BASTARD!
or not. I love him. hes hot. and sweet.
But i really think he likes the more popular gurls,
i mean, who wouldnt? Im just shy and afraid to tell him.
Who wants that kinda gurl? Not me...
And im quite shure that he likes Madeleine, one of my
SHES A BITCH!
and this time its true! I hate her... and shes not afraid
to tell him, of course... but i dont know what he wants.
So i hate him an i love him... how depressive, right?
and i know i should tell him, but its hard!!!
and sometimes i even cry (whatta pussy i am!!) cuz i love him so much!!!
and now he just logged in to MSN, but im logged out. And anyways he'd
never talk to me on MSN. we talk sometimes in school...
u dont have to care, i dont even know what im talking about...