Saturday, 3 May 2008
04:19:30 PM (GMT)
i had the worst dream ever last night.
it wasnt really scary (well for me it kinda was)or anything, but it made me freakin
ball tears, and im not really sure y.
i was sitting in my truck in the passenger seat and sitting next to me was doug. i
noticed how close i sitting to him, and trying to figure out y i was so close, cause
ther was plenty of room for me to move over away from him.
i had my arms folded in my lap, stairing down at them, not looking at him. i see his
hand glid over my arm and grab my hand. i freak, flinch and pull away, and his hand
slowly falls back to his side. i kno he's got extremely saddened by my reaction. i
want to comfort him, and i wish for comfort myself. i grab his hand , hold it really
tight, and move back to were he had originally placed it. i go to look at his face,
but i cant. then i wake up crying. i cant uderstand y im saddened by this, nothing
to be sad about.
now i understand anyone who doesnt know me personally wont understand this dream, or
y it means what it means, and im sorry, but i had to write it down. sorry for your