Thursday, 3 September 2015
12:29:24 PM (GMT)
Sometime a few weeks ago, I received a message from a friend of mine who told me
that our friend had killed himself. He had jumped off a bridge. I didn't want to
believe her, John was one of the most amazing people I knew and it was hard to think
of him not alive anymore. His family didn't accept him for who he was and he often
spent time at Bri's house since they have been childhood friends. According to her,
he came home and saw that his mother had replaced all of his clothes with ones that
were "more suitable", i.e. dresses, skirts, etc.
john's sister often asked who he insisted on putting his parents through this torment
John's father told him he was going to hell.
I wanted to hopefully go down to Georgia to meet him, but, I guess I can't now. But,
I'll still see Bri.
And, just today I found out that in July, a you tuber and someone who was part of
Androngenetics passed away. Synestra De Courcy. I loved her from her first videos and
followed her on Facebook, Tumblr, etc, I found out through a video her friend posted.
Synestra was an escort and seemed to love her job, but it seems that she also battled
with heroin. I don't know if it was an accident or overdose.
I'm so sick of people dying. I'm tired of hearing about death. The world is a cruel
I love you John, I think of you always and wish we could still Skype so I could hear
about your cat and latest horror movie binge.