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Two Multiple Personalities of Stress and DeathCategory: Life
Saturday, 5 July 2014
07:27:50 PM (GMT)
OKAY SO LIKE 

part of me is just this laid back chill lazy apathetic indifferent hippie bitch that
just needs to sleep 

and then there's this other part of me

that's like, "WE ARE GOING TO PRACTICE EVERYTHING SO WE CAN DO
EVERYTHING"

and that's why I'm putting myself through so much fucking bullshit 

I can't even play guitar and yet I keep forcing myself to play guitar 

AM I GETTING BETTER??? NOOOOOOO!!!!!

DO MY FINGERS HURT AND IS MY PINKIE A WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT ATTACHED TO MY HAND
THAT I DON'T HAVE SUFFICIENT CONTROL OVER??????
YESSSSS!!!!!!!!!

and tomorrow I'm taking a fucking kendo class? wtf? 

why? 

what the fuck

why am I learning to speak Japanese? 

why do I have to do all these things? 

I'm tired 

fuck this shit

I don't want to do this shit

and yet I really fucking want to do this shit

and yet this is really fucking frustrating and it makes me cry and hate my life

but I'd hate my life anyway so like I might as well be crying for a reason right? 

FUCK. 

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