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Fallen TearsCategory: poetry
Sunday, 19 January 2014
08:52:09 PM (GMT)
How am I suppose to think about what's happening next
When that night is all that crosses my mind
Nothing is a distraction from this
Everything resembles the necklace
I wish I kept it, oh I wish I kept it

Everything is an image of your eyes
They were red
Did you cry because you saw me crying
Or did you rub your itchy eyes too hard

Did you care when you looked straight in my eyes
Say your words
And watch my broken heart appear in my eyes
When I tried to speak but I choked
I couldn't eat so I layed there quietly

I left without a word
No goodbye 
No thank you

Tell your mother I'm sorry
I walked out
I couldn't look at you any longer
Give me the necklace
Give me the necklace

I regret my actions
I didn't want to leave
I wanted to stay

You made me feel loved
Like someone was there to hold me afloat 
But now I'm sinking
The waves are taking me with them

I promised myself I wouldn't cry for you again
But when I think of your eyes
Your tired, red eyes
So disconnected from mine
It's hard not to

I couldn't sleep for a few days
I didn't want to eat for a few days

Why is this so impossible
I can't wake up as I normally would
As I used to
I can't look at anyone
They all remind me of you

So many people better than me
Perfect for you
Why'd you choose me
I'm so vulnerable
Can't help but to despise myself

I've been a month clean for you
But I don't think I can stay clean any longer
The pain on the outside feels better when the pain on the inside leaves
The cold air that comes out of my mouth
The negative energy
All leaves with a stinging 

I'll cleanse the inside
But that'll leave scars on the outside
So everyone can see
The part of me that you tore apart

I long for this
I long for you
But I know we can never be together again
It's too late
And now time will have to show me the way
Last edited: 19 January 2014

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