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"Is this really happening?" MomentsCategory: Life
Wednesday, 14 August 2013
12:15:58 AM (GMT)
I feel like I might throw up. 
Am I going to throw up? 
I should go outside just incase. 
Oh--oh--- 
no wait, I'm not going to throw...
OH SHIT, OH SHIT, I'M THROWING UP.


This guy thinks I'm cute, I can tell.
Look at him. He's totally into me. 
Maybe he'll ask me out. 
Nah, he's too nervous.
I'm nervous too, why am I nervous?
He's not gonna ask me out. 
OH SHIT HE JUST ASKED ME OUT---


I hate diving boards, why did I even climb up here?
But I can't go down, there's a line of people waiting behind me...
Am I really going to do this? 
I don't want to jump.
That water looks cold as fuck.
But people are complaining. 
Am I going to jump am I going to jump am I going to?
HOLY FUCK THIS WATER IS COLD IT'S COLD IT'S COLD---


Okay okay, do I really need to do this?
I mean, again? I already did once today, 
that's enough, right? 
Except it's just not. But
am I really going to do this?
Do I really need to? 
I'm going to regret it, 
I'll feel like shit later, 
but---
FUCK that's a lot of blood,
FUCK, it's fucking EVERYWHERE, shit shit shit---

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