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My thoughts, not that anyone caresCategory: I don't know what I am doing
Friday, 30 November 2012
11:46:33 PM (GMT)
I am tired of home.
I am tired of opening the door to my house and hearing the scream of my little
sister, Analiese, as she throws another tantrum. She is almost twelve. Is it too much
to ask that she stops acting like a two year old?
I am tired of my parents blaming me for problems that I am not causing.
I am tired of going to bed miserable only to wake up and go through another day of

I avoid my home.
I run away from the daily problems that I go through.
I am only here at necessary times, and I plan my schedule so I get home minutes
before curfew.
I just don't know what to do. 

I'm not going to end my life, because I don't believe in suicide.
But I am counting down the days of high school.
I am so excited to get a life of my own, to make something of myself.

And to get away from this hell hole.
Last edited: 30 November 2012

‹Dragonborn› says :   21 December 2012   208121  
Sounds Good, and A Great Plan, lol


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