Tuesday, 13 November 2012
07:57:19 AM (GMT)
fuck this, i cant enjoy anything, these people are taking my soul out of me,
the deamons are hidden
in jail and rehab cells
i cant see clearly
reality has become blury
theres so many that feed on me,
i have no time for myself or
someone to protect me
i cursed someone and is now paying the price,
many people more then once or twice
im tryin to find light in this dark relem
but only the drugs are calming me down
probation anger managment that just the government taking your cash
selling it to bigger people
ones we dont even know
the secrets i have hidden in me are tearing me apart
i dont know who to trust or where to start
im lost and i guess i beg to a goddes or some one to hepl please let me see
the light thats a head of me or am i jsut lost in darknes?
am i traped here for enternity?
when will i be at peace.
theres so much you dont know about me
the pain you dont see,
is more then waht you actually feel in your darkes days,
i can feel the rot of my heart
my soul just ripping away.
the dark side is fun
but becarful for what you ask for
thats all i have to say