Wednesday, 5 September 2012
01:39:30 AM (GMT)
Today was the first day of my senior year.
Although... instead of being all "HECK YEAH! SENIOR! WOOO!"
I was kind of all "Crap. I have one more year before I have to DO SHIT WITH MY
And that's kind of depressing. I don't know how I"m going to survive without seeing
my friends' beautiful faces everyday.
Or how I'm going to cope having to pay for my own food and stuff like that.
Or how I'm going to walk into college not knowing ANYBODY and being scared out of my
mind, knowing family is miles and miles away and I can't just run to them for help.
And then there's the fact that I don't even know for 100% what I want to do for a
I want to go into the arts, but that's one of the most difficult fields to be
successful in. Not to mention stressful.
And it's just like... I have nothing to fall back on if I screw up. And it's
stressful. And scary.
And I don't want high school to ever be over.
I wish I could just stay a stupid teenager forever.