Saturday, 11 August 2012
04:37:20 AM (GMT)
I am hopeless and lost. I feel as if I have became dependent on you. My mind race to
when did I become this way. I was never like this. I usually walk my own path and did
the things I wanted to do. But now I find myself here. Waiting, just waiting. I
wonder if you feel that I lean on you too much. If I became a burden to you and maybe
just stand on my own. I might smother you too much and makes you feel uncomfortable.
I feel this growing shame and I am embarrassed by what I have become. I am hopeless
and lost without you.