Tuesday, 27 December 2011
05:06:48 PM (GMT)
ok My name Brenda Lopez. I live in a city named New Brunswick, NJ. I been grown up
for all my life. Here in New Brunswick it was peaceful, and quiet place but as the
years pass by everything had change.
Here it started get more gangs, and death. Kids started to joint them and get life
life mess up. Some of them might be died or in jail or still in the street to do some
illegal stuff. I just person is not apart of that but I didn't had a perfect life.
When I was 4, I went to school for per-K even though i was cry-baby that my mom just
left me here with people that i don't know. I was different from any girls in my
I was wearing some boy clothes and I didn't like any stuff what other girl like. I
always talk about power ranger, Pokemon , Yu-Gi-Oh (Some other stuff that i barely
remember.) with the boys.
I have no friends to play with or i didn't even have a girl friend to play. I upset
about that but I didn't let to bring me down. As I was 1st grade, I had hard time
with my learning disabilities. This affect on my Reading, Math, Spanish, SS, Science
and Writing. I have hard time to speak Spanish and English. So my parent put me in
special class. As days pass by, I started get better at my math skill but i do have
trouble with my reading. Most of time i would asked one of my older cuzin to help me
with my homework. I think that my only friend is my cuzin Jessica.
At the grade 5 i make alots of friends and that make me feel happy for a while. I was
lil more friend-er and lil shy but at lest I'm not alone.
As years pass by, I was been bully alots of time and i just didn't speak up. At 7th
grade is the most worst year that happen to me. I was wearing black the whole year.
One time i was cut myself with sumthing (barely remember). I all of time when i got
home and went to room my room, I just Blashing some hard chore rock even though my
mom was yelling at me to lower down. But I'm doin gud in school.
At the grade 8 it was different , i gusse but one of friend wasn't the same before.
She change alot but I still have gud time with her. On Jan. 21 i was on myspace for
last time becuz its gettin old. Out of nowhere thiz person send me a friend request
as i look at the photo and i thought that thiz person that i kno of but the name was
different. He sent me a message me even though i shouldn't reply but i did. In his
photo that he look cute. So yeah him and i just sending messages and at the last he
give me his number and i just wrote down. After two days that day i called him and my
heart was humping really fast as i was waited him to answer.
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