Friday, 7 October 2011
12:27:54 AM (GMT)
More than alright. I'm good. Not fantastic. Just good.
I mean, there are still a few problems in my life. Like, I seem to be a magnet for
guys that I am not and never will be attracted to. And, my mom. And a few other
But...the world has been around for 4.54 billion years. That's one hell of alot of
Probably More than just a few of them have dealt with problems like constantly being
wanted by extremely unattractive members of the opposite sex. And abusive mothers.
And most likely, this is just an estimate, about one third of those people turned out
alright with a minimal amount of mental scarring and psychological issues.
Basically, my problems are...nothing. Me? I'm nothing. I don't know why I'm here, I
don't know what I'm doing. and honestly? I don't even give a fuck. I'm enjoying this,
whatever it is, and nobody is going to stop me from doing just that.
I have morals, I have dignity, I have common sense, and I have feelings. I don't need
religion or government to have those, I don't need to be reminded of them by a
greater force, or threatened with eternal damnation either, because I'm a good
I could go off on another subject here, but I won't.
Today, I learned how easy it is to say no.
It may hurt a few feelings, but you can't constantly just go around compromising your
own happiness just to spare the feelings of others.
I've made a list. I won't make this super long, listing things to remember, I'll put
it in my next diary.
Fair winds, kupika.