Friday, 27 May 2011
10:56:26 PM (GMT)
Me and Kyle hung up lights after school today for the semi formal. I'm excited for
that. Something about it makes me smile. I don't know what it is. And I was able to
finish a chapter of the story I'm writing. Which is nice. This has been... one of the
better days that I've had in the last month. I held his hand on the way to my house
from school. I wish Savannah and Armen didn't poke me so much at the assembly
today. I don't feel good. And it was hot in there.
Mmmmf. Is it supposed to be like this? Should he take up this many of my thoughts?
He's the first one... I get sick when I hold his hand. Is that what butterflies
really is? I'm just wondering, because if it is, then I've had a completely wrong
perspective on it.
Plans for this weekend:
Wake up very early tomorrow. 'Round one, go see lil cousin do Irish Stepdancing. Come
home 'round three. Go to Armen's house. Try to avoid truth or dare, even if a tiny
part of me doesn't want to. Come home 'round eight. Stay up late drawing. Sunday,
open pool. Have Kyle, Gabby, and David over. Take Kyle and Gabby to the cool river.
Come home. They leave at god knows when. I stay up late again. Go to bed. Wake up at
seven on Monday. Get ready for parade. Go to the parade. Hang with Kyle and Gabby
after. Rest of Memorial Day is still unknown. But if all the things on that list
happen, my life might be a little less shitty.