Monday, 23 May 2011
03:13:42 AM (GMT)
Its 1:54....i have so much to say. I just need someone to save me. I dont know if i
want to live any longer. All I can basicly say rite now is help.....
....but honestly i dont even know if i want someone to waste their time on me.
Im so tired of being here. Its not fair that i have to go through this. Im nothing
worth keeping here anyways. Im so done. I cant be here anymore.
As tears run down my cheek I think about how good that felt, how much I miss it. How
the pain felt, how great it felt. I miss it sooo much. If i really wanted
to I could end all this torture now, beleive me I REALY want to. I dont know what im
going to do anymore. I just cant handle this anymore! Whats rong with
me?!?!? I dont want to be here anymore!!!
Why cant you just let go of me?
I know if I do it, I have a feeling you wont be far behind me
Just because I fo doesnt mean you have to follow me
You can come if you want, but i think you should stay