Tuesday, 12 April 2011
04:00:56 PM (GMT)
Look around... what are we surrounded by? Liars, cheaters, theives, murderers...
We're surrounded by a messed up world. But to me, thats not even it, thats just a
small factor. I wish you could understand that I'm tired of being hurt. I cant trust
you because once I let my guard down and stop protecting myself, you'll walk away. If
i give you my trust, I'll lose you. That's all I've ever known my entire life.
Everyone has walked away from me. No one knows how to stick around through all my
messed up crap .I never said it was easy to deal with me and my secrets, and, well...
the real me is obviously enough to scare anyone because of the fact that no one has
yet proven to me that I'm even worth sticking around for...
I didn't write this but its still true to me