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I'm Just a KidCategory: Kingdom Hearts fanfic drabbles
Thursday, 13 January 2011
10:55:34 PM (GMT)

 Shexia's eyelids fluttered open groggily, snapping out of a dream. But rather than
sit up immediately as she usually did when she awoke in the morning, she slumped back
lazily, remembering today was a day off - no missions. But then, she'd be spending it
on her own. Xiannon had told her the previous day how she was looking forward to the
day off all week, as she had a special date with Zexion planned in Port Royal - a
world she seemed to like a lot. Demyx was on a prolonged mission which he would
return from tomorrow, and Xena and Xavien had scheduled a saunter down to Wonderland.
Xilatz, Frixie and Dexion also had plans, but she didn't know (or care) where they
were going, while Xiulan would probably be too busy conversing with Moogles.  Brix
was probably going to go to Twilight Town with Axel - and get herself
pregnant, Shexia thought grumpily. It wasn't like her to think this way about
Brix, but she was in a highly sardonic, dark mood. Well, what did it matter that she
was alone for the day, anyhow? Getting up after quite some time, Shexia dressed up
and began walking down the hallway. 

I woke up it was seven,
I waited till eleven,
Just to figure out that no one would call.
I think I've got a lot of friends but I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone?
When you're spending every day on your own

Her pace was sluggish as she moved, walking down the hallways with no destination.
After some time Xigbar passed by, and she heard him wolf-whistle at her. If she was
in a better mood, she probably would started running for her life - but of course,
she was not. Perfect, just bloody perfect. Here goes the beginning of wonderful
things to happen today. She scowled darkly at Xigbar, turning to wander down the
path which she came. 

And here it goes.
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
Tonight...

Shexia wondered if she'd feel better by the end of the day, maybe use her usual
tricks. Remembering fun things she'd done with her friends, meet up with the people
who were out and fake acting happy that they'd had a good time, or something else. It
seemed everyone had a place to be but her. 

And maybe when the night is dead, I'll crawl into my bed
Staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time, I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
And they're gonna leave me here on my own and here it goes

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me


And then, her day reached its pinnacle of loveliness. Larxene saw her in the hallway,
and took the opportunity to grab her arm, digging her sharp nails into her flesh. She
seemed to be smirking and saying something, but Shexia wasn't really listening. Her
face must have showed her to be glazed-over, as Larxene gave her a rough shake and
demanded if she was listening. 

The girl tried pulling away from her, telling her to shut up for once in her life,
calling her a bitch, but this was clearly not the right thing to say. Her whole body
was slammed against a wall with an impressive force. Several cracking noises could be
heard. And then, the pain came, informing Shexia of Larxene's vicious blows against
her ribs. Instead of crying, making any noise, or even letting her face bear any
expression, she just slid against the wall and waited for the beating to stop. What
the hell was wrong with her today? And why was she just so goddamn used to these
things happening? 

What the hell is wrong with me?
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever! 

I'm just a kid...

Larxene seemed to keep going for some quite time, her fist smashing into her face
repeatedly, her feet viciously attacking Shexia's stomach. And then she summoned the
knives, slicing at her stomach, arms - any place she could reach. Shexia just stared
and stared, biting her tongue. Just wait until it stops, and then you can slump
off to your room. Shexia tried to convince herself that she would eventually
finish.

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world.

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me tonight.


When it finally did stop, Larxene left her, bloodied and bruised, with a sneer and
another comment which Shexia chose not to hear. She lay there for a while, partly out
of being very weakened, partly to see whether anybody would find her. After about
half an hour passed (from her estimation, at least), she finally pulled herself up to
her feet, ready to return to her room. Of course - no one cared. 

I'm all alone tonight
Nobody cares tonight
Cause I'm just a kid tonight.


Comments 
‹.::SHINee♥Locket::.› says:   14 January 2011   335482  
Awh.
Noes!

Bitch
Larxene's goin down!
 
‹❄Shexia: The Wintery Archer❄› says :   14 January 2011   284263  
@Kitty_cat_miaow 
 DAMN STRAIGHT! 
 

 
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