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i love you. i need you. please hear my plea, dont forget me.Category: (general)
Sunday, 17 October 2010
06:50:02 PM (GMT)
i need you, i hate not seeing you everyday waiting for every week end to come drives me insane i hate the fact that we cant be together i hate that we don't have more time with each other. i hate that you have a girlfriend who is the only way i even get to see you, i hate how we cant talk unless its one of our meetings on saturday. i hate how we might not see each other for another 3 weeks because of your schedule... but... I love your eyes, your voice, your hands, your personality, your stories, you. I want you, i want to feel you, i don't stop thinking about you. when im with you, i don't want to die.... i want to live. your my reason to be here. everything you do makes me happy. i love you, but SHE is there.. you say "just because im with her doesn't mean i cant care for someone else" when im with you and i come home... im miserable... knowing that i have to wait a week or more to see you again. invader zim, jthm, music, my douche bag boyfriends, dungeons and dragons, everything we talk about makes me happy. you make me happy. i want you, i need you, i love you, i feel you. i feel like a silly little 12 year old girl in love with their friends older brother or something... but.... its different... your 22 and im 14. even our birthdays are in the same time frame december 15th and 19th <3 i love it when you hold my hand, i love it when you place your hand on my leg, i love it when you speak to me even though im shy and usually have 1 word answers you still try, i love how you care, and i love how we get along. its like we were made for eachother.

‹RoarItsAlly› says:   17 October 2010   358484  
awww :] hun itr will get better -hugs tight-
‹RoarItsAlly› says:   17 October 2010   490582  
amazing poetry btw 
‹Captain.Incredible.Thor.Man.› says:   17 October 2010   671189  
i hope so ;_;
i hope that us not having a meeting for 3 weeks makes up for itself
‹RoarItsAlly› says:   17 October 2010   210855  
it will soemhow; either that or i will help you stake destiny xD 
‹Captain.Incredible.Thor.Man.› says:   17 October 2010   602011  
all i keep pictureing is...the "thing"
he did yesterday...
‹RoarItsAlly› says:   17 October 2010   660384  
>/////< makes sense hun i would too 
‹Captain.Incredible.Thor.Man.› says:   17 October 2010   373511  
i dont know why DX
‹RoarItsAlly› says:   17 October 2010   470153  
because its like a wtf :O omfg he did that; you liekd what he did so
why not think about it xD 
‹Captain.Incredible.Thor.Man.› says:   17 October 2010   687061  
true >/////////>
i cant stop thinking about him D: it was never like this between me
and a boy....
theres something wrong with me >////<
‹RoarItsAlly› says:   17 October 2010   512345  
‹Captain.Incredible.Thor.Man.› says:   17 October 2010   286995  
i hate it...ive seriously never felt this way about a boy before
‹RoarItsAlly› says:   17 October 2010   943223  
you shouldnt hate it; enjoy it while it lasts <3 
‹Captain.Incredible.Thor.Man.› says:   17 October 2010   371495  
its weird though >///<
hes always on my mind
‹RoarItsAlly› says:   17 October 2010   597560  
get used to it; it will be like this for awhile :p 
‹Captain.Incredible.Thor.Man.› says:   17 October 2010   257444  
neuuu ;////////;
kyle .....
why do i love you
‹RoarItsAlly› says:   17 October 2010   644319  
shh damien is gonna stalk your kupixD
 :] just remeber im always here <3 
‹Captain.Incredible.Thor.Man.› says:   17 October 2010   926504  
im glad<3
dude he doesnt even know what kupika is
‹RoarItsAlly› says:   17 October 2010   774391  
thank god lol 
better be glad :p 
‹Captain.Incredible.Thor.Man.› says:   17 October 2010   482180  
i want kyle ;_;
‹RoarItsAlly› says:   17 October 2010   423647  
nyeee i want Adara now >.<
ADARA D: i miss you ;u; 
‹Captain.Incredible.Thor.Man.› says:   17 October 2010   483528  
you have more  contact with her than i do with kyle ;_;
‹RoarItsAlly› says:   18 October 2010   792714  
i admit i do ;p
but i am dating her so nyee 
‹Captain.Incredible.Thor.Man.› says:   18 October 2010   581960  
yeah... but... i could be really mean and say that i actually get to
see kyle and hug him and shit but im not that mean XD
‹RoarItsAlly› says:   18 October 2010   388175  
lol see so we are even :p 
‹Captain.Incredible.Thor.Man.› says:   18 October 2010   672502  
yeah ;_;
i brought that heart with me to school today i kept it in my
i feel weird 
i couldnt concentrate on my work because i was thinking of him...

‹RoarItsAlly› says:   18 October 2010   310081  
awws im sorry you couldnt concentrate on your work thats bad 
i can atleast manage my thoughts and stil think of adara while doing
but thats so cute you brought your heart with you <3 
‹Captain.Incredible.Thor.Man.› says:   18 October 2010   120641  
yeah i always have it with me <3 its in my pocket right now
‹RoarItsAlly› says:   18 October 2010   561679  
awwss thats sweet of you <3
when i dont have something small i can carry around..but im always
drawing her in class and thinking of her and humming our song <3 
‹Captain.Incredible.Thor.Man.› says:   18 October 2010   814669  
i was singing that song he showed me all day today, and i pulled out
the heart at random moments of the day and held it.
i was thinking about him and writing his name on my papers >////////<
i feel silly ;_; 
dammit kyle.... i love you <3
‹RoarItsAlly› says:   18 October 2010   890386  
awww we are so love sick XD
i love it <3 
‹Captain.Incredible.Thor.Man.› says:   18 October 2010   703948  
it makes me feel bad >.<
because i dunno but it hurts
‹RoarItsAlly› says:   18 October 2010   752537  
that makes sense in your case i guess :/
it must be because you  kinda dont have him but you do..he is your but
he is also taken...you know? do i make sense here Dx 
‹Captain.Incredible.Thor.Man.› says:   18 October 2010   239778  
yeah it makes sence.
like, hes in my grasp but im so far from him being mine.
‹RoarItsAlly› says:   18 October 2010   730919  
im sorry hun...it must make you feel horrible >.<
-hugs tight- 
‹Captain.Incredible.Thor.Man.› says:   18 October 2010   530350  
yeah :C
but my memories of every saturday make me smile C:
i keep remembering that "one thing" and it makes me giggle like a
little girl XD
‹RoarItsAlly› says:   18 October 2010   326690  
awws see there are positives :/ 
‹Captain.Incredible.Thor.Man.› says:   18 October 2010   717199  
yeah there are <3
i hope i see him this saturday, if not thats ok ... ill just have to
wait for 3 weeks ;_;
and then i can see him <3
‹RoarItsAlly› says:   18 October 2010   934636  
i hope his schedule clears for you  
‹Captain.Incredible.Thor.Man.› says:   18 October 2010   395106  
yeah >.<
me too ;_;
this week he might come down for hayleys halloween party so we can
next week he has a baby shower to go to,
and week three he might have to have some "melissa time" 
‹RoarItsAlly› says:   18 October 2010   158523  
ugh fuck melisa :L 
oh well its understandable that man need to decide though >: / 
‹Captain.Incredible.Thor.Man.› says:   18 October 2010   368573  
yeah but the only way i can see him is through melissa >.<
she drive him down every weekend because he cant drive :/
shes also 2 years older than him...
‹RoarItsAlly› says:   18 October 2010   492126  
 why cant he drive..if he dumps her he can come move in an appartment
in your town xD 
‹Captain.Incredible.Thor.Man.› says:   18 October 2010   141367  
or we can have dean pick him up?
prolly not XD
dean i a mass homophobe he doesnt even want to shake his hand after
figuring out that hes bisexual 
‹RoarItsAlly› says:   18 October 2010   269710  
‹Captain.Incredible.Thor.Man.› says:   18 October 2010   470051  
ikr XD
he has a gay uncle so apparently its ok
‹RoarItsAlly› says:   18 October 2010   300022  
oh okay lol
funny you should ask him though xD 
‹Captain.Incredible.Thor.Man.› says:   18 October 2010   382882  
he said so himself XD
‹RoarItsAlly› says:   18 October 2010   617195  
haha :D he sounds like an entertaining guy to tease >: D 
‹Captain.Incredible.Thor.Man.› says:   18 October 2010   373926  
he is XD
hes amazing 
‹RoarItsAlly› says:   18 October 2010   176394  
muwahaha i shall stop spamming your journal with conversation now xD 
‹Captain.Incredible.Thor.Man.› says :   18 October 2010   902269  
XD ohkayy if you have to ;_;


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