Wednesday, 19 May 2010
08:00:37 PM (GMT)
Here you go.
You wanted this.
So you're happy now?
You'd better be.
Because it's this whether you like it or not.
Not my fault.
So don't go blaming me if this everything upsets you.
I don't want to sound like a total bitch.
But if you want me to that badly, I will.
Because I don't care telling you.
And I will.
But I won't.
If I do, or you find out any other way.
I'll sound like an idiot.
Worse than that.
And if it makes you fel bad.
That will make me feel even worse.
And if it doesn't.
I will feel the worst anyone could feel.
Because this is just so selfish.
And I'm just ranting randomly to someone.
Just as I promised.
This is just horrible though.
Because if you see this.
I will certainly do everything in my power to prevent you finding out.
But you will find out.
Because I'll tell someone.
And then they'll tell you.
I want you to know.
But you can't, ok?
Because it would be horrible.
And you'll read this like you always do.
And you can poke me.
Look at me in that way.
You can tackle, trick and try to get it out of me.
But if you don't listen to me.
And don't see how I care about you; that much to keep it from you.
Then what's the point from keeping it from you?
It wouldn't matter.