Tuesday, 18 May 2010
05:16:34 PM (GMT)
alexander james william george reynolds.
it's rather surprising. what you've done to me in the short space of two and a half
months, that is. you've changed me completely, for the better, even though i always
said i'd never let anyone do that. yet i just sit back and let it happen, because for
some reason, i find it so easy to trust you. and i don't believe i'm wrong in doing
so. you've calmed my temper, and made me see the other side of things, made me more
patient. it's odd. at first it confused me, and scared me. it made me want to close
up on myself, but you just kept going. and it's surprising. just knowing you're all
mine reassures me. you're the only person who can put a smile on my face no matter
what. you're the one who understands why i'm upset, even for the littlest, most
ridiculous things. you let me rant and rave, and never interrupt or complain. it's as
if it makes you happy to hear me complain to you. i know it makes me happy that i can
complain to you, simply because i like having someone there i can always go to. you
share all my opinions, and you have your own morals that i've never seen in any
eighteen year old guy before. it's pretty astounding.
i love everything about you. all the things you do and say. i love them all. like the
way you always say i have beautiful eyes. the way you hug me tight when i see you on
a friday, and don't let go for about five minutes. the way you look at me on a sunday
when i'm leaving you, as if i'm taking something precious to you with me. the way you
say i'm that something precious. or how you tease me about my accent, because it's so
northern and you're a cockney, and apparently you find it hilarious. how you don't
introduce me as stef, but as your girlfriend. how you don't even have to look at my
face to know something's wrong. how you're my voice of reason, always telling what i
already know deep down, but am too stubborn to admit. the way your eyes smile with
your lips. the way you tickle my legs. the way you play with my hair when i'm falling
asleep. the way you wake me up in the morning with a kiss and a whisper of "good
morning gorgeous" in my ear, which you know sends shivers down my spine. the way you
laugh when i play the games your mum downloads, and instead of walking off, you kiss
the top of my head and sit down beside me. the way you play with my fingers. the way
you hold me closer to you, and a little tighter, when we come across guys you know.
how you insist you loved me first, and love me more. the way you're absolutely
perfect to me.
in the space of two and a half months, i've had a complete turnaround. i've let
myself trust you, and i've let you in more than a lot of people. the most surprising
of all? you've got me completely head over heels in love with you, and i never
thought that would happen.
Last edited: 18 May 2010